a new day...since when?

ok..i really don't know why i'm writting this now but what the hell...i'm free...hope so...

i had something im my mind four days ago and i still don't know why...

there was a wind in my soul like a fresh summer rain flavour...but still i couldn't enjoy it...a small smile over a big pain in my soul...like a picture admired but never understood...like a water drop in an ocean...like a flower in desert...like a green leaf in a sere tree...like he for her...like...that lonely bird in the sky...like i don't know how it feels...and i'm talking about love...because i miss something, someone, but not anyone...i miss her...each day...listen to Nina Simone...and i'm asking what if...